Homerun...

I'm in a very down mood now...i am totally sick of my family,no freedom......thats mine!!how could they suka suka force me to do so!!m0rthe fcukre!!!!!Tonight i promise myself that i'll runaway from this goddamm home!!

Oops!!A Lil Late To Blog...

Wednesday,October 1st 2008...I was lazy to wake up..when my eyes blinked,i'm on my way to Perak..my grandma's house,Ipoh.Around 3 1/2 hours...me my dad me bro,me n dad were fishing in grandpa's lake after we on floor our baggage in their house...Dad caught an around 8kg fish,on that time i was so nervous to hand the fish up...Tired.During at night,all of us togather with cousin's around 20person had dinner with that fish in a restaurant nearby.After that,we had overnight in the CASUAVILLA HOTEL....

Thursday.October 2nd 2008...Got to checkout from the hotel early in the morning and ready to P.PANGKOR!!!Reached there in 1 1/4 hours,cant wait to play watersports so we checkin at the P.PANGKOR SEAVIEW RESORT....wow!!What a nice seaview,immediatly we change our clothes and 1st we had a ride on the Banana Boat...WTF!!after the final round,we got to get ready to splash to the water..i was in PAIN when i was under the water after we all splashed from the Banana Boat..An Indian kid!!Just a tiny size.......could make me felt that my arms gonna break cause he kicked my arm when i was under the water...DAMMIT!!From that time onwards,i promised my self to NOT TO SIT INFRONT OF OTHER PEOPLE on the banana boat!!!!

Are you really that great as you think yourself are?

For what i wanna be so good for?Funny...I don't really think that i still had to be these much obedient..It's for nothing,who cares huh!!?I'll gonna stop from being these obedient and you will never success forcing me to do things that i don't think i had to do so...I DO HAD MY OWN PRINCIPE AND FREEDOM K!!????I'm no longer a freaking goddamm dingdong dolls!no more!!

- Im Pr33ty D!zzy -

Yaeh!!Im not smoking for the whole day..hehehh sianz,feels lonely and can't wait for next weeks P driving test.......btw im chatting with ''K3LLY'' now..haiz...im sick of myself..still cant remember who is her which is still a Sri Murnian last few years..is it realy that easy to forgot someone?Fine..cut the crap..it's quit late and hope i could feel sleepy now...start a new day tomorrow and try to do my best than before.Nothing much to post ler..nitezzz...

Do3s !t l0oks l4m3...?

Wow!!Looks like abit weird if i wear it out rite?..but what to do with it!!?display!?Insane!?Nah....expensive,but it's cool man!!It's created by my schoolmate..yaya,shut the fuckup fishcake!!can't you just stop...don't you feel tired kept on ngam me...?I named it as sperm shirt..Doesn't sound gorgeous rite....?<<Henry!!!you are so lame.....>>

....R3gr3t....

I'm happy because of trying on my new ''Bass Agent'' hoodie..but i felt regret of what i've got and thing i do before this..what's the target or reason i sit for SPM final examination this year...should i blame myself for being disobedient and fooling the whole day in school about 3 years till now..!?<<fine..i go and had my breakfast first...>>....


I told mum that i gonna stop my drum classes from next week untill i had past my SPM..she asked ''why'',and i answer her ''DON'T KNOW!!''...cause i know about myself and doesn't need to tell or describe of what i do..from that moment,i promised myself that i'll stop fooling and stop smoking..i knew that it was too late for me to do that,but i still had to do so...know what i've told myself!??.....''''LAN SENG!!!''''.........

K...i'll dump it here..

Yesterday i was very happy when i meet and chat with my ex-schoolmates(Sri Murnian) late night..joking and fooling around...so suddenly,freaking internet connection had problem!!I'm trying to connect it back..here comes the sign of error in troubleshooting!!..but what to do!!?Gonna off lar!!....>fires burning out<....


After several minutes,i was lying on my bed and thinking that what my parents had told me that day..they wants me to continue studying in ""AUSTRALIA""...of course they agree to!!..but did they care my feelings!?..I could imagine that once they change me to be there,i'm like loosing all of my belongings here..(really can't understand why parents nowaday in this century so balia wan!!!)

Sorry..but i still had to say so...fine..don't know what to say already...i know you are not listening to me..i'm just like chatting with the god damm wall..!!!!Luckly i could online today and dump my #x?/@%$ feelings here...do remember.......>)we had to fcuk them off if they overpushing us to do things that we don't like..cause we must had our own freedom(<......